Never Vacation with a Bipolar Person!

I'm back from my cruise, THANK GOD!!! It was kinda fun, would've been more fun had I had a room to myself, but then my niece and nephew would've been in my room ALL the time! I do have to give my sister in law some credit though, she would spank when needed, she's the bipolar person I referred to above. Sometimes she would seem to be ok and then the next she would have this look like she could just kill somebody! It got on my nerves A LOT! Especially when she did this with her kids. She ran Hot and Cold with them all during the trip. I mean if you want to fuck up your kids then that's the way to do it! My step sister on the other hand threatens her "little angels" then never follows through and her husband doesn't do anything to help keep them in line. They were horrible at every dinner we had together. One likes to burp, which sometimes I enjoy myself, but there is a time and place and that was not the time. The youngest will not eat and likes to slide out of his seat and onto the floor under the table. She never did anything but make empty threats, and these kids know that she will NEVER do anything to them!

My Dad hated the trip and told my stepmother 'never again' she got mad and would say that they are young, their ages are 9 and 7. They should not be acting like 2 year olds! I don't blame my Dad at all for how he feels, I have been around those kids enough to know that they need a good ass whipping! I wonder how it would be if my step sister's Dad were still alive, would he put up with that shit, I think not!

I spent a lot of time in an area called the Cove, it is for adults only and one of the only places where I could smoke and drink in peace! I never got my picture made with any character's which makes me mad, cause when will I go on another Disney Cruise? NEVER!!!! I spent way too much money on drinks and Disney pins, there are a lot of people into trading these things and of course my nephew wanted in on the fun. So being the wonderful Aunt that I am I bought him some pins and a book to put them in and some kind of trading book. As for my niece who is 7 I did not spend as much, so while I was in Cozumel I bought her a necklace out of guilt. I feel bad cause I didn't want to spend time with them, I suppose it's because we shared a room and I had to deal with them a lot and Ms. Bipolar, I found myself trying to keep her ass happy so the trip would go well. All I have to say is WHAT ABOUT ME?! Nobody tried to make me happy or even fucking cared if I was having a good time! Oh well it's over and I didn't jump off the ship. I was glad to see my Dad and I was glad that he got to see my niece and nephew and spend some time with them. At least now I know that my nephew knows that his paw paw loves him!

Today I cleaned the gutters and I hope I burned some calories cause I think I gained 3 hundred pounds on that trip! It wasn't from too much food it was the booze! I brought my exercise clothes and of course never worked out once! I can get back on track tomorrow and I am going to try eating 6 small meals a day, I keep hearing about how that will keep your metabolism going and I am going to workout at work.

Can you believe it's only 4 fucking weeks until Christmas! I always say that I'm not going to spend much and then guess what? I spend every bit of my bonus check! Well not this time, cause I've got too many fucking bills to pay.